(Metallic blue watch from GUESS, denim floral jacket from Shanghai, Neon shoes from Korea)
I think I should just disclose my feeling instead of keeping it cold inside me, pretending to be so strong just like Ninja turtle(one of my favorite hero characters). I wanted to cry so much to relieve myself so I find all means by
1) renting all emo DVD to watch
2) getting drunk a little (but not really, hate drinking nowaday and even I am drunk, I am good at pretending)
3) hear emo songs
I tried but none of the above works at all. I am too strong.
Feeling depressed, I got the urge to swim and run even more. I miss water and wind. I love nature. I love people maybe not so much of dealing with them anymore. People come and go too quickly.
On a side note, School is finally over! YAY. (Let's celebrate with confetti, music and booze!) People get stressed over getting job, yet I've given away a few good job opportunities. I refused to commit! I know right! I really want to take a good good break to do more things for myself. I want to be more focus than ever. I am on the way to make it happen and I want it big. Big enough to feed my family, I hope. Wish me luck, readers.
Insomnia hit me again so I go crazy. But what doesn't kill me make me stronger.
5 comments:
I've always believed that you will excel in future. Your determination is admirable. But yes, remember to give yourself your well-deserved break okay! KEEP GOING, stronger & better! :)
I like your new photo set very much. Also admire your srong spirit to fulfil your wishes. Let every new day make you stronger and happier.
Goran
thanks goran and shine! (: appreciate it very much.
hey geckgeck stay strong.
Hang in there and hope you find your path soon.
Btw, I hear D3 is a good cure for insomnia ;)
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